On my way to meet with some guys to talk about “the next” church plant in Kansas! Cool to start dreaming on our 2nd birthday! #newthingsI don’t know if others who have gone through loss feel like I do – I think we all have a tendency to feel like our grief is somehow different. I am finding it so hard to deal with losing my dad. It’s unreal that I wont see his face again in this life...I have had such a hard time writing sermons since losing my dad. It’s hard to explain, but I just don’t feel like I have a lot to offer right now. I’m just so thankful for a church that loves me and a God that fills in the blanks where I’m not...Between having a new baby and the loss of my dad, I can’t keep days straight anymore. I completely missed a meeting this afternoon… I am just praying that God gives me a special portion of grace and energy right now!So, I may or may not be blogging about my grief at http://griefreflections.wordpress.com/. I can’t promise any posts, but I can promise that those posts won’t be fun to read. I am only letting you in on this secret because I know that some of you may be...A fanatic is one who can’t change his mind and won’t change the subject. -Winston Churchill.